Many times I find myself in situations where I wish there was a pillar of cloud rising up and moving out and then stopping and settling down where I need to be. Same as the pillar of fire at night.
The Israelites moved their camp to another place only when the cloud lifted from the Tent. As long as the cloud stayed there, they did not move their camp.During all their wanderings they could see the cloud of the Lord‘s presence over the Tent during the day and a fire burning above it during the night. – Exodus 40:36-38 GNT
In many ways His Spirit leads me today. Yet, in the midst of making life impacting decisions I find myself praying and listening and I ask for pillar of cloud and fire to rise up so I can be sure of where I am going.
What makes this bearable is that I know God wants me to go in the right direction – make wise decisions. He does not hide His will from me. I believe that is why He enjoys when I spend time talking to Him about things that matter to me. His Holy Spirit will lead my thoughts, will guide my desires and I will make the right decision at the end.
What a confidence for me to have when I pray. God leading and guiding as I pray and follow Him.
I should enjoy prayer more. It is necessary and I believe essential to my everyday life and not just when I need to make that amazing, life-changing decision. It is hard to wait sometimes. Sometimes I go do my thing and then ask the Lord to walk with me. Most of the time I want to pray first, asking God for wisdom and understanding before I more forward.
We may make our plans, but God has the last word.[a]
You may think everything you do is right, but the Lord judges your motives.
Ask the Lord to bless your plans, and you will be successful in carrying them out. – Proverbs 16:1-3 GNT
I want prayer not to be my final step but rather the glue that holds the whole plan together. When I do I may find myself experiencing the power of His resurrection and I may find myself sharing in His sufferings.
All I want is to know Christ and to experience the power of his resurrection, to share in his sufferings and become like him in his death. Philippians 3:10 GNT
Where He leads me I know that this prayer of Paul’s will end up being mine as well – koinōnia
“The fourth rule is that, thus cast down and overcome by true humility, we should be nonetheless encouraged to pray by a sure hope that our prayer will be answered. These are indeed things apparently contrary: to join the firm assurance of God’s favor to a sense of his just vengeance; yet, on the ground that God’s goodness alone raises up those oppressed by their own evil deeds, they very well agree together. For, in accordance with our previous teaching that repentance and faith are companions joined together by an indissoluble bond, although one of these terrifies us while the other gladdens us, so also these two ought to be present together in prayers. And David briefly expresses this agreement when he says: “I through the abundance of thy goodness will enter thy house, I will worship toward the temple of thy holiness with fear” [Ps. 5:7]. – Calvin